A mixture of feelings .

Nobody knows how i feel .

I wonder what is going to happen next ..


I'm just plain upset , worried and all the things you can think of .

Regretted.
=(

Is it going to be too late ???????

im back to posting ` like finally again . lols ;D
just came back from school . today , i tried out a new road with jx .. xD
guess its faster to get to school than like how i normally do . take lrt thn 307.
tOday lesson are as boring as usual .. just crapping . yea. maths ; im somehow confused.
but guess i just have to practise (; seriously , i need to brush up on my vocabs and etc.
im just slacking all the way now . every now and then i still haveta study ! but i dont . how sad.
oh wells , mayb its time for me to stop crapping now .. 'cos readers will get bored.
that's all folks.
guess my posts are boring.
Just cOmPliCATED.
-hh- was here . <3

add me at my new email kays . hhlovesyoo@hotmail.com -
kay , i have to admit , i dont really use it . but im going to start using it soon .
hhlovesyoo@hotmail.com
or
hhlovesyou@hotmail.com

which one nicer huh? xD


no matter what , im not giving up .
determination.

changed skin .. just temporary 1 . lols .. maybe changing link ? xD just came back from school .- band tmr's cca orientation nd ido hope more sec1s come and join band :D hehhehs XD yeaa . saturdays' the rehearsal .. JIAYOU!! :D im kind of lazy to post ya' know . xD lols . just post 'cos im bored ;D yea ~ jiayous RWS <3

(:

-hh- was here . tralaa`

ALOHA ! just came back from camp ytd .. so tiring . tsk tsk ;D i regretted nt bringing my mopiko man . one word to describe camp ; shiok !

lemme tell you about the camp now ;D lols

First Day ..

reached the campsite .. sit down , crap.
then our activities starts ! i was the first in the group to do the flying fox . i definitely was afraid of the heights at FIRST .. then i kept on asking the instructor craps xD and he replied ; you say leh ? of course i duno -.- ah duey . lols.. yeaaa , so shiok . lols.. definitely didn't go as high as herman and eugene , they went freaking high then came down . lols . hehehehs .
we did rebirth , etc etc .. actually we've got time to do upseiling , but i scared . then never go . tsk tsk . xD too bad , im a scaredy cat ;D lalala` lols. - yeaa ! then etc etc .. then time to sleep ;D the insturctors were like walking around ,, calliing us to go zzz . xD chiewy came over to my side and we chit chatted ; actually is crapped . xD then got some ... freaky sounds coming from duno where . zzz . but still fun ` yeaa ,, crapped until very late. . 2++ ? yea, then sleep .

Second day ; shiok-EST

woke up at 5++++ .. wonder how those ppl can wake up so early .. they were so early until i cannot sleep liaos , then woke up. brush / the best day ever in the camp !
the activities on that day was the best man .. best best best ! lalala`
we went for the nature rambo or something liddat .. damn shiok man ! we`ve got hornet drills .. LOLS.. first obstacle ; step into the sandy water(which is knee level)second obstacle ; swim under that log in that sandy/muddy water .. and then water war . splashed at loads of peep :D ACHIEVEMENT FOR ME ! woolalaa ! xD yeaa third obstacle - ; step into the real muddy water ! yuckss. but it was really fun man ;D threw mud on each other ;D yeaa .. so damn fun man .. lols .. hohos ~ yea ,, fourth obstacle was the hornet drill .. on the mud . yucks. - then next .. kayaking !! so cool man , kayak-ed with ashraf . he's so damn funny ;D fun kayaking with him :D kayaking was so REALLY DAMN DAMN DAMN FUN ! lols . we were there like kayaking .. kept on knocking onto ppl's kayak ;D lols .. so funny , ashraf was there like ; left , oh wrong , right , left , right .. lols .. was so damn funny man.. lols :D :D:D:D:D lols. . yeaa .. had to kayak to form a straight line .. then we kayak until another side ;; -.- kayak wrong side .. LOL .. hahahahaaa! yea .. then we stand up holding each others' 'life' 'jacket' lols .. yeaaa !!and then we sang our school song .. hear the echoes of regent ! lols .. then got wave -.- then we all fell back to the kayak .. lols . :D so fun man.. yeaa !! then went going back -.- we kayak-ed the wrong side again .. lols .. so funny .. then mr heng was there like telling us to kayak the other way . lols . so funny .. hahaha !! yeaa ,, then etc etc etc .. lols .. very fun man .. then we went back to wash up .. our lunch duty !! serving is so damn fun laa .. gave quite alot to pple :D so fun . lols .. then a guy came ... then me and jx plan to give certain ppl damn lot of vegetables :D i gave 1 guy who came back for 2nd serving damn lot of veggies .. lols .. then i said ; veggies good :D and he walked away . i think he kena shock :D hehhehs ! thats' us ! lols . hohos.. yeaa ,, serving is really so fun .:D lols .. yeaa .. then etce etc..
CAMPFIRE !! WOOOTS .. SO FUN MAN .. different class had to put up a performance .. either dancing , cheering , skit , or combine any.. our class did all :D lols .. though not very good .. but still fun ! at least we enjoyed ourselves .. :D some parts on the campfire was really very funny !! especially the part where the guy had those 2 balloons(quitebig) on his chest .. and he imitated the voice of a girl .. lols .. so funny .. then a 3rd balloon came out .. lols .. haha ! baba won . wulala ! lols ... the ali instructor used CUPS as 'booobby' and he kept on adjusting and playing with his 'chest hair ' or whatever you call it .. lols .. so funny ..
yea ,, then etc ,, chatted with noel abit then sleeeeeeeeeeep.

third day ; pack up .. woke up at 5.45 ++ and then pack .. and brush teeethy . then eat . and .. byebye jalan bahtera =( a whole new beginning :D
then went back to school.. take photos with instructors .. went to mac with jx .. then saw junhao and felicia and haiqing .. ate and chatted with them .. and then went home .. slept from 5pm to 6.40 in the morning ; bathed and went for band :D still tired. .
slept for 14hours ++ = ACHIEVEMENT !! GREAT JOB HH ! BRAVO! XD hehehehhes! LOLS .. yeaa .. borrowed rob-b-hood from noel .. im going to watch it now ,, so long ppeeps !

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ARE YOU HUNGRY !?
HUNGRY HUNGRY ..
VERY VERY ..
HUNGRY VERY ..
VERY HUNGRY !
ji ke la ka pi ah pi ah
ji ke la ka pi ah pi ah
JIA!! LOL .
i also dunno . z
xD
2-5 CHEER .
we no 1 not 2 not 3 not 4
we are going to win not lose not tie the score
we gonna beat them , thrash them , kick their TOOOOOT *
gooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo 2-5 !!!!!!!!!

(: yeaa !!!

HELLOS !! back to blogging :D im lazyy to post :D lols . tmr 's camp ! hehhehs . haven't pack , now is like 9+ pm and ive not even started on packing ?! o_O hehs. nvm , im a slackist. xD camps' tmr til friday . *yawns* compulsory somemore . tsk tsk xD but i think it'll be fun !! ;D hehhhehhss! yeaa , that's all peeps , im lazy to continue :D
see yaa -
sooon.

didn't get to post for the past few days , cos cannot go blogger .. the internet only restrict me to go SOme webs =( yeaa ~ happy new year!! wei lun just said that he's joining band!! ;DD woohooos` i hope he really does. ;D always get sleeeeppppyyy during lesson time zz . xD yea , shall stop posting lerhs , byee`
loves.

* some things can only be felt with the heart *

**I miss_

yoz ppl !! im back! LOL . nt from brunei . back to posting XD

blogg about brunei !! xDD

day 1 ; met in airport
reached brunei .
shopped at the supermarket at the hotel to buy our necessities. XD
and we went to 'themall' to shop . ;D me dayna and noel shopped practically the whole mall ;D
- bought some stuffs there . ;D
yeaa- went back to hotel , chatted and zzz ;D

day 2 ;ate breakfast , shopping ;D but the 3 of us went to watch a horror movie ;D 'seed of darkness' not scary at all . so lame ;D lols ? the story so boring . at some parts the BOYs there was screaming like gays . then me noel and dayna were like laughing like hell ;D and i choked on my popcorn =.= xD but so funny man . its just flashing and the boys scream so loud LOL? yeaa , after the movie we went to look for some hello kitty stuffs with daryl and terence . then went to airport to fetch the main body of zps baND ;D yeaa , check in hotel , then performance.
things started getting rushy from the 2nd day O_o performance though some parts screwed , at least still okay. LOL? after performance at huo ho department store , we get to shop ard that shopping centre for awhile then go back hotel . slept with subashiri sherry and emma ;D wanted to scare then with ghost .. in the end they were the ones who tried to scare me -.- XD hahahaa.
kept talking about mr bean to them ;D
zzz
day 3 ; wake up !! eat breakfast , the alumnus , us , went to the police academy to watch them perform for us .. o.0 the band is like only 1 year but still can play well ;D yea ~ then rushed to ICC(international convention center) to rehearse then , the real thing o.0 yeaa , though mistakes here and there still ok . XD yeaa .. after the performance we took piccos then , rush to a mall to perform . rushyyyyy~ this time mr ng , mr robin , daryl , terence , sherry conducted ;D hahaha!!so proud of sherry ;DD screwwwed abit , but ;D what can i say ? still turn out wooooots. ;D
then get to shop at that mall for awhile .. then back to hotel ~ ;DD
the alumnus have taa pack . started packing at 11pm to 2am ++ ? the packing is so funn ;D mr robin make us laugh like crazy ;D and he asked me about my chinese name and i said xu chun mei . ;D!! wooots ;D hahas - so funnnyyyyyyyy-. XD haha! those there know ;D

day 4 ;; to airport ,
byebye brunei :(

HOME SWEEEET HOME ;D

*some things are felt with the heart . *